"And she cried out in eternal ecstasy- for never before had she felt such hate and love for life."

I made a resolution to myself, a resolution about choosing.
I've decided that I'll start to choose for myself, not wait around and pretend that it's alright to love everything.
For example, I'll choose exactly which to do with myself when I graduate.
I'll choose where I want to live, where I want to work, what I want to write.
I'll choose who I want to be with.
Which always seems to be the hardest thing to choose of all.